Help me !

There are so many things happen to me these two years . I just can't forget it so easily . It keeps haunting me and I'm trying to run away from it . Far away but I can't . The people who involved in that matter keep asking me about what is actually happen . I want to get out from it but how if no one support me to ? Fazrien ? Yes , He came back and begging me to accept him back in my life . He ruins my life once and now he is on his way to . He is a life ruiner . Okay , maybe it's too much but who cares ? I don't care . I admit that i love him but I just can't accept what he had done before . It hurts me so much . He left not one but more than one scar in my heart and now it's started to bleed again . I can't stand it anymore . I want to run away from him but he keeps chasing me and unfortunately he got me . Next year I'll turn out 16 . Yeah , quite a big number but for me I'm just a little kid who is trying to find her way out from the "playground" and live in a real world . Owh , help me to get out of here !